Sunday, November 30, 2008

Finally, but

Finally, i finish all my test 2 and two presentation. Actually my English presentation is on Wednesday, but the time is up when it almost reach me. What the, so troublesome, my presentation need to postpone to Friday, the same day with IT presentation. This make me stress, because i afraid that i will forget what i prepare for English. So i already post my slides in my blog so that i don't need to waste time to memorize it anymore. I post all the points that i going to present to make sure i can remember.

After all this presentation, i feel that most of my burden suddenly disappear. But actually i can't really enjoy my weekend, don't know why. Everyday i just feel like still got something to do and not yet complete. Is it a sickness of stress? Or just temporary not used to it after busy for two weeks? Or just because i am the one who think too much? Now i still define the answer.

And because of this, my mood was spoil. When go back to my college and stay in my room. Just feel very lonely and sad. Don't know where this feeling come from. But i don't want to care all that feeling anymore, just let it be, as long as i still can concentrate on my study for my final exam.

Thursday, November 27, 2008

Should the love relationship between student and teacher be banned?



Student teacher love affair should be banned for all of the places. Because it will causes a lot of disadvantages to the students.


The first reason is about the professional. Teacher and student is a professional occupation. So they should focus on their own work. By the way, teacher are supposed to have parental relationship with the students, not love or any private relationship. It also very unfair to the other students. For an example, if the teacher date with a student, then the teacher sure will give higher marks to the student in exam or anything else.


The second reason is enforcement. If this kind of love relationship is allowed, then the teacher might want to date with the student but what will happen if the student refuse to it? The teacher may figure out some way to force the student to date with them such as fail the student in the exam. So what can the student do? The student don't have freedom anymore. This can consider as win-lose situation. it means that teacher is the winner because they can date with the student but the student is loser because they need to sacrifice themselves so that they will not fail in the exam.


The third reason is innocent. Actually the student are still very young. They know nothing but compare to teacher, teacher of course is more mature and know the world more. So the teacher should know where to draw the line. If teacher didn't draw the line well and causes the student in love with them, then the student's future will destroy. Because they can't concentrate on their study anymore. What if marriage happen? they can't even manage a proper living hood right now.


The fourth reason is the mockery of trust. If there are love affair between student and teacher, then the school's reputation sure will drop because the parents won't trust the school anymore and they won't let their children to study in that school. The reason is they afraid that their children will involve in this kind of love affair. Not even will damage the student's reputation but also damage the reputation of the student's family.


In the nutshell, the student teacher love affair should be banned for the sake of the students and their future.


*Special thanks to all of you that help me a lot in preparing my presentation slides.
Thanks to Yuan, Steven and Jason*

Tuesday, November 25, 2008

confess my love toward you

thank you so much, you are always beside me when i need you. This few week i was so busy for the test and you willing to help me. When i'm hungry, you serve me. When i'm lazy, you make me more convenient. When i was boring, you company me. U are so meaningful to me especially this few week. If without your company during this few week, then i sure that i won't have enough time to rush all the assignment and presentation.

Thank you so much, maggie
Thank you so much, mamee

HAHA....thanks for all the cup mee that make my lunch easier..Hahaha

Sunday, November 23, 2008

Designing

My group name for the csc presentation called "pro-View". My friend advice me for it because we are going to present about adobe photoshop. So he created this name for the meaning of professional viewing.Haha.

So i also helped to create a logo for that, but i don't have any idea of it so i just simply put some words and image in


So here is my logo, very simple right? But no choice, don't have any idea already.


Besides that, i also in charge to design a T-shirt for a company. Ermm, this is my first time to do that and also my interest. So i have to put a lot of efforts on that to make it perfect. And i hope i can success.
So maybe this few days i will stop blogging, because i need to focus on all that design.

Thursday, November 20, 2008

Is that a truth or lies???

Since i was in primary school, many people told me that college life is damn nice. Everyday also free to play. I'm sure that u guys also heard a lot about it right?? During that time, i was so expected that i can enter college as fast as possible. Now i already study in college, and i can explain all that with a word-Bullshit. Study in college, my life was full filled by test, assignment and presentation. Maybe i can change the sentence just now, "everyday also busy to do assignment". And i sure that most of the college student strongly agree with me. College life is suffering...

This week got three test and next week got two presentation and three assignment. Arrrr.....why they all like me so much??? Because of that, lack of sleep causes me headache and dizzy, sometimes even nearly pengsan while walking. No time for gaming and no time to rest unless i finish my final exam.I think i will get sick soon.

I post this because this is the only way for me to express my feeling and that is why i create this blog...

Tuesday, November 18, 2008

off day...

finally i can relax for a day. i already finish my math and statics test so is time to relax. No more study and assignment for today if not i will really tension. That's is what we call "off day". Just finish classes and go back to my room, I watch movie from 5p.m - 1.30a.m. So crazy right?? But that is my way to relax. For other people, they sure will take a nap but for me, i will watch movie or online rather than wasting my time to sleep. Sleep is meaningless for me. But tomorrow i still have to continue all the assignment, revision, statics reports and presentation..so lame...no choice...but at least i already off for one day for all the entertainment..haha...

Monday, November 17, 2008

disappointed...

Today got two news for me. One is good and one is bad. The only good news for me is that i already finish for the statics test 2. But the bad news is i did very bad in that paper. Damn it, what the heck. So many hours i have study for statics but still cant do it well. So disappointed and sad. The thing that i started to afraid now is that i will fail my statics, i really scared that it will happen on me.
But tomorrow is my math test 2, so have to study too. I joined my friend's study group from 8p.m to 12a.m . During this, we face a lot of problems and we try to figure out ways to solve it. By the way, i also teach one of my friend-Raymond because he don't even like math and don't understand it. So i try my best to teach him whatever i know and finally he become more confidence for his math. So hope we all can get a good result.

Sunday, November 16, 2008

Study study and still study...

today, once again, i study statics. Damn it, why the lecturer so cruel to us. Our test 2 is from chapter 1 to chapter 7...what the...i waste my weekend all because of statics. But in the afternoon, my friend came to my room and ask me a lot of difficult question that causes me headache. I use almost 3+ hours to solve all his problems. After finish my dinner, i decided to take a nap and lying on my bed. Not even 5 minutes,i suddenly recall that i have a commitment with my friends that join they math study group in block N. So tired....
During the group study, i really feel very dizzy because of the math exercises...all are so complicated..but the good things is i learn a lot from there and gain non-volatile knowledges.
Tomorrow will be my nightmare-statics test 2..hope i can get a good result after all the effort that i have done...

Saturday, November 15, 2008

rejected

Maybe yesterday i study till very late, now my mind was totally rejected. Once i saw books or notes, i just want to throw it away. But i didn't do that, because i still got test and final exam. So i try to figure out some way to treat myself. No choice sometimes i have to be childish a bit. I choose to watch cartoon-Tom and Jerry. Is it very funny? But it seen like useless. So i also don't know what have to do already. And now my friend-Joyce is on her way to Australia, so nice man. I hope she fully enjoy it.

my 1st day to write blog

Don't know why, i suddenly have feeling to create a blog. Actually i having a test on Monday and now i still busying for revision. I choose to create my blog now because this is a better way to express my feeling and stress. Statics was so complicated and difficult to understand. I already spend 6 hours non-stop to study but still in blur and confusing condition. Haiz, the things that even worse is that headache, dizzy, and fever started to say hi to me. Now is already 2.40a.m in the midnight, so i have to stop typing and continue my revision. If not tomorrow i will really sick.